Oy vey, here we go…fear….the opposite of love say the new age junkies…..okay, I buy it in a way….fear is a vibration, a feeling of….being unsafe, incertain…kick boxing reality to get away from the most uncomfortable of places. I used to have panic attacks when I was a teenager. I had full blown clinically recognized [...]
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Fear
Posted in Freewrites on May 3, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
How I Torture Myself
Posted in Freewrites on May 3, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I dreamt last night that I was invited to go to Jamaica. All expenses covered. groovy…..The bus was waiting for me just outside of my door. Not ready yet..the engine going..I need to find…what is it I need to find? Rustling through piles and piles of old stuff looking for…a coat? a pink suede coat? [...]
Privileges
Posted in Freewrites on April 26, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I am privileged I know.. I have good skin and teeth. I live in a country rich and full of all of it…What do you want? That’s the problem. ALL OF IT and NOW. Not really true, I just want the perfect Kate experience which I suppose is happening now and forever it’s now and [...]
It’s Sunday and here I AM
Posted in Freewrites on April 26, 2009 | 1 Comment »
Too many thoughts competing for my attention…What to do first? Sit down and shut up, the obvious most intelligent answer. But I wont, I’ll plan my way into distraction, all the planning and manipulating of reality…it’s actually easy. The hard part is to decide where to place my big fat attention..it’s so big it holds the [...]
Hello world!
Posted in Freewrites on April 13, 2009 | 1 Comment »
This space is a place I stick some thoughts. They are currently disorganized, in no particular order. This is the present climate of my mind…so obvious.. I am alchemizing energies internally, and what is to be when I am done with all of this mixing and twisting??? I suspect some sort of order will emerge….I [...]
